suddenly i sense the futileness of it all
the effort spent
the hope of being gone
and the hope of hoping.
now i think, what?
are you dumb or what? (dumb and what)
you actually thought that?
to say
live and let live
isn't even possible
to say
aren't you used to it
would be more appropriate
but just as untrue
why can't it be a thousand floors high platform
instead of a thousand potholes
which is more cruel?
the psychologist date is next week
what if i blurt everything out
suddenly i sense the futileness of it all
the effort spent
the hope of being gone
and the hope of hoping.
now i think, what?
are you dumb or what? (dumb and what)
you actually thought that?
to say
live and let live
isn't even possible
to say
aren't you used to it
would be more appropriate
but just as untrue
why can't it be a thousand floors high platform
instead of a thousand potholes
which is more cruel?
the psychologist date is next week
what if i blurt everything out