okayy, time for an update...
its like 130am here but thinking about things doesn't really help me to sleep. going back to pittsburgh tomorrow so i'll have plenty of time to sleep on the car probably. although i'll be killed for that. or fined. or whatever.
things here? half good half bad i guess.
not gonna rehash everything that has happened here otherwise no one will reach to the end of this post.
so...
what i hate here (of course hate comes first):
-sleeping with wet hair. actually thats the reason why i'm not asleep yet. i don't go back to dorm/ shower til its quite late. and by the time i'm done i want to sleep but cant -.-
-pmsing [which happens back at home or not really home but yes i'm pmsing now too so thats why i'm not asleep]
-gross accent. i hate their caaan't and their wad(t)er and their eeeither. yuck.
-the freakin shower cubicle. it looked so nice and clean at first, but now i realise how tiny it is and how i have no space to hang clothes. next up: buy bathrobe.
-the way i feel like how a prc felt in jc.
-the laundry. i don't really hate it, its easypeasy. just scared that one day i'll press some wrong button and all my clothes die in the machine.
-the lack of rice. WHERES MY RICE I NEED CARBOOOOO.
-the soon to be cold weather. baaaad going on worse.
-that somehow, i become so unsure of the 2+3+1+5 of the uncertainty of whats gonna happen i guess.
-that making me feel special when its in fact the same for everyone irks the shit out of me.
-that i'm pmsing. again.
okay good stuff:
-ben and jerrys. and more ben and jerrys. and krispy kreme.
-food. the best thing here has been my appetite. i can almost outeat the guys. who cares about freshman 1500000. ok food minus rice.
-wonderful s'pore freshies. who don't really deserve this but what am i going to do without them. [you said not to be naive/childish here sorry it did happen. my promises are like yours. fluid]
-relatively small school. its big enough to have all the facilities we need, but small enough that i can run down to the university centre in the middle of the night to photocopy stuff. in the freakin rain.
-good classes. ok some have been boring, and some have crazy loads of hw, ie essays due on 3rd day of schoo, but its good. generally. at least i like it.
-of course, being able to do what i want. mostly.
my fingers are kinda freezing right now. and an idiot is laughing. like shit. and poking me.
ok never mind.
strange how it feels the same like it does back home. the uncertainty? but whatever man.
okayy, time for an update...
its like 130am here but thinking about things doesn't really help me to sleep. going back to pittsburgh tomorrow so i'll have plenty of time to sleep on the car probably. although i'll be killed for that. or fined. or whatever.
things here? half good half bad i guess.
not gonna rehash everything that has happened here otherwise no one will reach to the end of this post.
so...
what i hate here (of course hate comes first):
-sleeping with wet hair. actually thats the reason why i'm not asleep yet. i don't go back to dorm/ shower til its quite late. and by the time i'm done i want to sleep but cant -.-
-pmsing [which happens back at home or not really home but yes i'm pmsing now too so thats why i'm not asleep]
-gross accent. i hate their caaan't and their wad(t)er and their eeeither. yuck.
-the freakin shower cubicle. it looked so nice and clean at first, but now i realise how tiny it is and how i have no space to hang clothes. next up: buy bathrobe.
-the way i feel like how a prc felt in jc.
-the laundry. i don't really hate it, its easypeasy. just scared that one day i'll press some wrong button and all my clothes die in the machine.
-the lack of rice. WHERES MY RICE I NEED CARBOOOOO.
-the soon to be cold weather. baaaad going on worse.
-that somehow, i become so unsure of the 2+3+1+5 of the uncertainty of whats gonna happen i guess.
-that making me feel special when its in fact the same for everyone irks the shit out of me.
-that i'm pmsing. again.
okay good stuff:
-ben and jerrys. and more ben and jerrys. and krispy kreme.
-food. the best thing here has been my appetite. i can almost outeat the guys. who cares about freshman 1500000. ok food minus rice.
-wonderful s'pore freshies. who don't really deserve this but what am i going to do without them. [you said not to be naive/childish here sorry it did happen. my promises are like yours. fluid]
-relatively small school. its big enough to have all the facilities we need, but small enough that i can run down to the university centre in the middle of the night to photocopy stuff. in the freakin rain.
-good classes. ok some have been boring, and some have crazy loads of hw, ie essays due on 3rd day of schoo, but its good. generally. at least i like it.
-of course, being able to do what i want. mostly.
my fingers are kinda freezing right now. and an idiot is laughing. like shit. and poking me.
ok never mind.
strange how it feels the same like it does back home. the uncertainty? but whatever man.